♥ Thursday, February 26, 2009
feeling random
Nur hazwani my name, neither perfect nor anything [=II'm still awake...
Can't seems to shut my eyes...
Menses and flu are totally KILLING me physically...
Check friendster, saw my primary school friend view me..
Viewed her back,
dunno why II felt lyk checking out her comments instead
of pics [=
Lots of my primary school friend do keep in contact with her...
Than decided to find my Allahyarhamha Yasmeen profile..
Can't seems to find it, II think someone must have deleted the profile
on her behalf...
Sat down and start to think about the past........
True enough,
II was a NOBODY in primary school be it in secondary...
From the melawat that time, II realize II'm simply NOBODY...
It hurts but it's okay..
II don't have much friends, if U see a lot somewhere, mostly are just for display...
II don't mind if II neither important to anyone out there..
II'm happy if U at least remembered me [=
Either do II want to force U to make me somebody in ya life..
II'm just being myself...
II don't care if U hate my character, my looks, my attitude, my appearance
& everything else..
OMG...why am II even tearing after typing all this ay??
Haish!!
Menses is too blame for making me so emotional, hahaha!!
At least,
II'm somebody to my parents right [=
Can't seems to shut my eyes...
Menses and flu are totally KILLING me physically...
Check friendster, saw my primary school friend view me..
Viewed her back,
dunno why II felt lyk checking out her comments instead
of pics [=
Lots of my primary school friend do keep in contact with her...
Than decided to find my Allahyarhamha Yasmeen profile..
Can't seems to find it, II think someone must have deleted the profile
on her behalf...
Sat down and start to think about the past........
True enough,
II was a NOBODY in primary school be it in secondary...
From the melawat that time, II realize II'm simply NOBODY...
It hurts but it's okay..
II don't have much friends, if U see a lot somewhere, mostly are just for display...
II don't mind if II neither important to anyone out there..
II'm happy if U at least remembered me [=
Either do II want to force U to make me somebody in ya life..
II'm just being myself...
II don't care if U hate my character, my looks, my attitude, my appearance
& everything else..
OMG...why am II even tearing after typing all this ay??
Haish!!
Menses is too blame for making me so emotional, hahaha!!
At least,
II'm somebody to my parents right [=
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