♥ Sunday, May 31, 2009
m.y.s.e.l.f
Oh my..
II know gals/guys would BITCH bout my makeup
when they happen to see my face
or
BITCH bout how fat am II with the makeup on and the clothes II wore
but but but
II didn't know gals/guys would even bother to BITCH bout my life!!
hahahahAhah!!
too hard to believe lah...
Who am II sia...
II ain't NO minah who have fame/name for myself
II ain't NO pretty, slim or whutever
when they happen to see my face
or
BITCH bout how fat am II with the makeup on and the clothes II wore
but but but
II didn't know gals/guys would even bother to BITCH bout my life!!
hahahahAhah!!
too hard to believe lah...
Who am II sia...
II ain't NO minah who have fame/name for myself
II ain't NO pretty, slim or whutever
II know II F.A.T right....
hahahahah!!
But II'm happy with it kay (:
Gemuk-gemuk mane pun aku ni, tetap ader peminat ehk...
Aper aku cakap ni the fact dan kenyataan...
Tak tau tanya, meh akak storykan
HAH!
Don't be jealous lah gal, II know soon You gonna BITCH again
hahahahah!!
At least II have my round boobs, my round butt
and fats everywhere...
there's a NO NEED for me to stick out my chest/butt while
walking ehk...
hahahahaha!!
Nobody is perfect ay...
Let me tell You ar gal...
At least My Life are way much better than Yours!!
II have a BF who are with me for 2 years plus and plus plus somemore
SO
If II were to fight with Him, he never talk to me at all
but but but
II'm still with Him right till now....
Unlyk You lah, maybe (:
Keep BITCH-ing and
make Me ya topic of the conversation,
wEE~!!
Next nanti nak akak storykan bout BF and me tak (:
Blogged @ 5:05 AM
♥ Saturday, May 30, 2009
To be remembered when gone
II know my blog is dead..
very lyk the kedai mamak jual prata behind my blk..
so the Boring II know, hahah!..
very lyk the kedai mamak jual prata behind my blk..
so the Boring II know, hahah!..
Okay..
1stly, sorry for not updating..
Been lazy and dunno on whut to update here..
Very ironic You know..
II have a blog but II choose to write in my diary now, hah!
Reasons is that some topic and issues II
can't type here, just don't wish to share..
hahahAhah!!
II sound so lokek pulak..
1stly, sorry for not updating..
Been lazy and dunno on whut to update here..
Very ironic You know..
II have a blog but II choose to write in my diary now, hah!
Reasons is that some topic and issues II
can't type here, just don't wish to share..
hahahAhah!!
II sound so lokek pulak..
Okay..- II'm on my ON/OFF Sick Vacation..
- Attend V, Fizah & Netty Graduation and pics II've yet to received the pictures
- Went to support PinkDot
- Gone thru 2 job interview but none have called me
- BF and Me are stable back again
- My Guardian have been pampering me BUT and little reminder, he's not 24/7 every months will always have cash in Him ehk
- New hobby, Fishing, hah!
- My baby pups have been dying, left with only 5 pups!
- Addicted to the toy game machine whereby You insert coin and start picking up the toys all
- Feeling2 wanna bake but NO CASH for the ingredients, LOL!
Whut else II can say ay..
II MISS MY FRIENDS...
too many to be name but
You should know whu You are okay (:
Many plans coming soon but the problem is,
C.A.S.H
and II so in need of a
J.O.B
soon...
P.S
Hafiz, thanks again for ya werds that time..
felt better after complaining kan..
This guy here, cakap je kawan tapi tak perna jumpe,
hahah!!
But he's been a great and caring friend thru cyber
Blogged @ 7:23 PM
♥ Monday, May 11, 2009
brain & heart pain!
wooHoo!!It's lyk II slept around 8 plus yesterday night, awake by 12 plus midnight
and till now II've yet to sleep again!!
hahahah..
been thinking a lot lately, brain pain, LOL!
Trying to be anti-social for a while..
serious ay (:
For a moment, my appetite was only on fruits..
gOsh now!!
II'm lyk a eating machine..
been eating unnecessary food non-stop,
hahahahAhah!!
and damn...
II gain weight lagi....
II had a very meaningful conversation this mawning..
than II realize, why am II so dumb & emotional??
Life have to move on ay (:
Oh ya..
BF forgive me..
II should be happy right, but II'm not
instead, II'm pissed now.
He made me feel useless & unwanted for a week and now, he makes
everything sound back to normal??
II ain't no mannequin for You to move/shape around ehk!!
CB!
Egoistic!
so ya...
II had a drink (:
Jim Beam Cola : 4.8% Alcoholic (if II'm right ar, haha)
Long Island Tea (in black bottle) : 9.9% Alcoholic
Jim Beam was mine all alone
and and and
my "guardian" can't even finish his Long Island Tea ehk!!
So II help to finish his
but but but
end up he ricks with the alcohol smell!!
When he's the heavy drinker...
LOL!
Happy belated Mother's Day (:heheh...
Bought the set above for my Ibu..
share the cost with my "guardian"..
Ibu was happy to receive the gift advanced & ya..
Body Shop will always be her favourite,
not mine*hinting here*
hahaha..
Bought the set above for my Ibu..
share the cost with my "guardian"..
Ibu was happy to receive the gift advanced & ya..
Body Shop will always be her favourite,
not mine*hinting here*
hahaha..
To all Mothers in the World..
You're the awesome people ever exist
without You, there won't exist any childrens
and these childrens wouldn't even have friends that exist now (:
To my Ibu..
II hated You when II was younger in those days
but now,
II love You with all my heart...
You're a friend cum mother to me now (:
II will try my best to get the very good job and
support You & Ayah as long as II can..
Thanks for everything even You had your difficulties
in supporting me..
Love You Ibu, muah!
You're the awesome people ever exist
without You, there won't exist any childrens
and these childrens wouldn't even have friends that exist now (:
To my Ibu..
II hated You when II was younger in those days
but now,
II love You with all my heart...
You're a friend cum mother to me now (:
II will try my best to get the very good job and
support You & Ayah as long as II can..
Thanks for everything even You had your difficulties
in supporting me..
Love You Ibu, muah!
Blogged @ 11:45 AM
♥ Friday, May 8, 2009
low nowadays
Haish...
only God knows how sad and hurt am II ):
Why?
Usually couples wants the truth from either party
but but but
for my case,
when II told the truth to BF,
end up he's not talking to me for a week already...
7 DAYS ehk!!
The cause of it was II told him II went out last minute
riding with friends and that causes us not to
talk till today...
And wanna know where the hurt part comes in??
II called his home yesterday afternoon knowing that he's
not working, he picked up the phone and all he
answered me back are just 1 word answer...
II asked a few question, last question answer hurt me...
"Do You still love me?"
he replied,"No! II'm busy, Bye!"
was about to broke into tears in bus
but II told myself that he's talking to me in angry mood...
Whut else should II do??
Here, II'm putting all the blame on me..
Kept saying sorry..
Kept telling Him how much II love him..
but
IT DOESN'T WORKS....
Not matter how sad am II, life have to go on right..
Seriously, Thanks Fie & Nal for being there..
Thanks Fie for keeping me company all night long,
talking rubbish at times, hahah...
Thanks Nal for almost everything,
lyk shadow huh You, hahah!!
Seriously, II really do misses Syafiq a lot..
just hope things will be back normal soon (:
only God knows how sad and hurt am II ):
Why?
Usually couples wants the truth from either party
but but but
for my case,
when II told the truth to BF,
end up he's not talking to me for a week already...
7 DAYS ehk!!
The cause of it was II told him II went out last minute
riding with friends and that causes us not to
talk till today...
And wanna know where the hurt part comes in??
II called his home yesterday afternoon knowing that he's
not working, he picked up the phone and all he
answered me back are just 1 word answer...
II asked a few question, last question answer hurt me...
"Do You still love me?"
he replied,"No! II'm busy, Bye!"
was about to broke into tears in bus
but II told myself that he's talking to me in angry mood...
Whut else should II do??
Here, II'm putting all the blame on me..
Kept saying sorry..
Kept telling Him how much II love him..
but
IT DOESN'T WORKS....
Not matter how sad am II, life have to go on right..
Seriously, Thanks Fie & Nal for being there..
Thanks Fie for keeping me company all night long,
talking rubbish at times, hahah...
Thanks Nal for almost everything,
lyk shadow huh You, hahah!!
Seriously, II really do misses Syafiq a lot..
just hope things will be back normal soon (:
Blogged @ 10:40 PM
♥ Wednesday, May 6, 2009
LOSER
can't bother contacting me? Fine.
keep diverting calls? Fine.
Who Am II right!?
just a toy to throw around!
keep diverting calls? Fine.
Who Am II right!?
just a toy to throw around!
Blogged @ 8:34 AM
♥ Monday, May 4, 2009
wakey wakey
My Dear Pig...Wanii miss You many many lah ):
can we stop aja aja fighting??
II BENCI TAU...!
hah!!
1 part II will be cursing Him but another part II will
be loving Him so much...
hahah!!
Weird??
but it's the fact okay (:
Menses have a part to blame also,
hahahAha!!
Not fair sey...
here II'm having menses, You should be treating me extra nice tau...
but end up, You're not on talking terms with me,
CB!
Please call me soon......
We haven't met for a long period okay......
so the misses You ):
HELLO WORLD.................!!
WEE~!!
hahaha...
Early huh II'm awake??
Serious ay....
II'm A.W.A.K.E
hahaha...
Fie gave me a call around 3plus AM and
II feel so fresh now even II have yet to bath (:
but Thanks for the call ay...
If not, II wouldn't have woke up to pee and
change the bloody kotex,
hahaha!!
II'm supposed to fold the dry laundry after talking on the phone
around 12plus AM
but but but
II straight away fall asleep after hanging up!!
with all the clothes on my bed, messy, II just snuggle myself
under all the clothes and sleep lyk a bear,
hahaha!!
Once awake, pee, transmission for a while than
II start to fold the laundry while
talking to Fie (:
from 4 plus AM till nearly 6AM we talk....
After hanging up, II feel so rajin lyk that...
End up cutting fruits, separate the flesh from the skin??
II dunno how to phrase it than ya, chill it in the freezer (:
And now, II enjoying typing, eating nuts, drinking my coffee bean ice blended
and so gonna watch cartoon soon....
MICKEY MOUSE!!!
but the old version whereby it's my childhood time cartoon lah...
Okay...
enough of whining, off to Disney Channel now (:
toodles~!
Blogged @ 7:10 AM
♥ Sunday, May 3, 2009
P.I.S.S.E.D
II'm happy ehk
that II was able to go riding with friends in a car
for the very 1st time!!!
Even though II sneaked out of the house,
hahahah!!
BUT..
II'm fcuking pissed off okay now!!!
WHUT??
JUST B'COZ II SECRETLY WENT OUT WITH MY FRIENDS LAST MINUTE,
YOU WANNA GET ANGRY??
that II was able to go riding with friends in a car
for the very 1st time!!!
Even though II sneaked out of the house,
hahahah!!
BUT..
II'm fcuking pissed off okay now!!!
WHUT??
JUST B'COZ II SECRETLY WENT OUT WITH MY FRIENDS LAST MINUTE,
YOU WANNA GET ANGRY??
WHUT??
AS IF II NEVER CALLED YOU TO INFORM IS IT??
WHUT??
AM II A SMALL KIDDO WHOM DUNNO HOW TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF??
OR YOU JUST DON'T TRUST ME THAT II WENT OF WITH
THE USUAL GANG??
THAN WHUT NOW, YOU CAN'T BOTHER TO ON YOUR PHONE
OR YOU DIVERT CALLS NOW??
fcuk You lah!!
arghh~!
Why is that when You got home late from
the lepak or riding or whut shit,
II don't even mind & even understand & even waited for You
the night long, just to make sure You reached home safe.......
BUT BUT BUT
when it comes to me, it seems lyk whut II'm
doing is wrong & You can't even bother with me??
WTH lah ehk!!
Gosh....!!
II won't and wouldn't blame my friends at this matter at all...
Why??
It's hard to get friends who gave surprise visit in the middle of the night
where mostly live at the end of Singapore in the West!!!
AND II HAD FUN WITH THEM!!
even though the timing was short (:
Damn....
Why can't You understand Syafiq???
II'm 20 okay, not some YP who's dumb!!
You didn't even wait for me to reached home...
tup tap tup
II called You many times till 8plus this mawning
but too bad, You simply divert your calls ay...
Thanks for being THE BOYFRIEND ehk
If something were to happen to me, nevermind lah
just divert all calls of yours
Don't You regret it at all (:
fcuked You Boyfriend.
AS IF II NEVER CALLED YOU TO INFORM IS IT??
WHUT??
AM II A SMALL KIDDO WHOM DUNNO HOW TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF??
OR YOU JUST DON'T TRUST ME THAT II WENT OF WITH
THE USUAL GANG??
THAN WHUT NOW, YOU CAN'T BOTHER TO ON YOUR PHONE
OR YOU DIVERT CALLS NOW??
fcuk You lah!!
arghh~!
Why is that when You got home late from
the lepak or riding or whut shit,
II don't even mind & even understand & even waited for You
the night long, just to make sure You reached home safe.......
BUT BUT BUT
when it comes to me, it seems lyk whut II'm
doing is wrong & You can't even bother with me??
WTH lah ehk!!
Gosh....!!
II won't and wouldn't blame my friends at this matter at all...
Why??
It's hard to get friends who gave surprise visit in the middle of the night
where mostly live at the end of Singapore in the West!!!
AND II HAD FUN WITH THEM!!
even though the timing was short (:
Damn....
Why can't You understand Syafiq???
II'm 20 okay, not some YP who's dumb!!
You didn't even wait for me to reached home...
tup tap tup
II called You many times till 8plus this mawning
but too bad, You simply divert your calls ay...
Thanks for being THE BOYFRIEND ehk
If something were to happen to me, nevermind lah
just divert all calls of yours
Don't You regret it at all (:
fcuked You Boyfriend.
Blogged @ 4:14 PM
