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♥ Friday, May 8, 2009

low nowadays

Haish...
only God knows how sad and hurt am II ):
Why?
Usually couples wants the truth from either party
but but but
for my case,
when II told the truth to BF,
end up he's not talking to me for a week already...
7 DAYS ehk!!
The cause of it was II told him II went out last minute
riding with friends and that causes us not to
talk till today...
And wanna know where the hurt part comes in??
II called his home yesterday afternoon knowing that he's
not working, he picked up the phone and all he
answered me back are just 1 word answer...
II asked a few question, last question answer hurt me...
"Do You still love me?"
he replied,"No! II'm busy, Bye!"
was about to broke into tears in bus
but II told myself that he's talking to me in angry mood...
Whut else should II do??
Here, II'm putting all the blame on me..
Kept saying sorry..
Kept telling Him how much II love him..
but
IT DOESN'T WORKS....
Not matter how sad am II, life have to go on right..
Seriously, Thanks Fie & Nal for being there..
Thanks Fie for keeping me company all night long,
talking rubbish at times, hahah...
Thanks Nal for almost everything,
lyk shadow huh You, hahah!!
Seriously, II really do misses Syafiq a lot..
just hope things will be back normal soon (:

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